People saying Covid isn't real. It's picked up in my hospital again. The last three nights I've had to care for them. Sunday morning I held a guys hand while be couldn't catch his breath. We intubated him. Called his wife, she said nope. He wouldn't want that. Extubated him. Died within ten seconds. The worst was the patient I had for the last two nights. they signed a dnr/do not intubate this morning because her paperwork was lost. They were so upset that they wore masks and followed all of the guidelines and wanted to know why all of these people that don't wear masks aren't dying. I confessed that I never wear a mask outside of work and promised them I would from here on out. It's real people. I still don't think shutting everything down is the solution. What happens when you hold a piss or shit in? It doesn't magically go away.