Being made trumped everything. Sure you have obligations and rules to follow. But you're one of out of 800 or so people in the city of NY, all 5 boroughs out of 5 or 6 million people. 5 million people in NY, less than 1000 made guys and you are one. They felt special. No one can raise their hands, you're always right vs a civilian, you're given celeb status basically.