God, have been in a difficult place now for almost 4 years in relating to this subject. Where I am now is currently that I don't know whether she "got away" or not. Such absolutely confusing times, getting positive vibes, then negative ones, back and forth and then the whole thing repeats. Anyone ever experienced the subject about someone they don't know?
I hear ya brother. I had a four-year-long relationship end recently and I'm still not sure I'm over it.
I constantly go back and forth over whether I could've tried harder to save it, do things different.
She doesn't message me anymore and I reciprocate.
I hope she's doing well. She was a special gal.
If you'll excuse me, I have something in my eye...
Seriously, I feel like killing myself over shit like this all the time.
But I don't have the guts. I need someone to do to me what they did to Jeffrey Epstein.
Know you're not alone in this, Gudfadern. Relationships end every day, and sometimes it's amicable, but a lot of the time there will be someone suffering in silence.
I'm sure someone will come along and make you forget all about her.
