Sonny,

Crazy shit
The craziest part was that it all seemed normal like there was nothing wrong with..

We were numb to it all, it just didn't phase us

As I got older I realized it wasn't normal I avoid all that as best I can nowadays

The last I heard Tommy Mclaughlin was upset with his cousin Tommy Shots they shouted at each other when Mclaughlin was getting off the stand after he testified he said something like how's Richie Bes, Gioli shouted back hows Joe Caves...

The other side of that all I seen some good familes destroyed and torn apart over nonesense thatis the part you never read about.

The kids growing up with out fathers the wives with out husbands