I kinda wish I was dead after something that happened today but I don't have the balls to off myself, no matter how tough life gets.
I don't get why people say it's a weak thing to do. Selfish maybe. But it takes a lot of courage to go against all natural human instincts in my opinion.
I agree with that. I've thought about it semi-seriously a few times.
Once I started to buy a gun, once I tried cutting my wrists, but I don't have the guts. Suicide is not cowardly. Its usually wrong, but not cowardly. Things always seem to get better later, so I'm glad I didn't do it.
Whenever I have thought about it, I have decided that there are alternatives. I could just disappear instead. That wouldn't be worse than death, and it would be possible to improve the situation.
