Hey thanks for the response. I am not scared of anything and have not been threatened. I know nothing is really gonna happen but the thing is my guy knows a lot of people I am connected to so the debt will allways be there no matter what. If I pay down the principle I can restructure the juoce. I dont even know why I posted this shit, maybe just my way of venting or letting people know how shitty it feels to be a degenerate gambler. Im sure I can pay this down sooner or later but I feel so shitty just draining my family of all this money. Thanks for all your repsonses, everyone here is cool as hell and I sincerely appreciate it
