Pizzaboy, welcome back, I am so extremely sorry for your dad...I think you said time ago, before the absence period, that he got a little better, so it's very sad and unexpected....Losing a parent is one of the most hurtful things in the world, so I would like to express my sincere condolences, even though my words can't help apart from moral support...I hope that you will be ok at least physically, in good health, and I personally hope (without starting a debate about religions) that there is an after-world for the souls and that your dad is there now and will always be watching you and that we all will be able to eventually see again the people who were close to us.