I was finishing up the book and he talks a lot about how his fathers life effected, especially after Murder Machine came out. He's very candid when discussing the mental issues end drinking problems he had after coming to grips what hid dad done. The moral of the story is Al seems to still suffer in dome way from these issues. It shows the other side of the life we rarely hear about. Long after these guys die or go to prison their families have to live with the stigma of what their family member did.