To each his own ralphie... Everyone makes mistakes. I thought the street was cool coming up. As I matured and seen things for what they are i thought otherwise. Being away from my family and the things I did wore heavily on my conscience. I'm not proud of things I did but they made me a better man at the end of the day. Prison built character. It also showed me most of the motherfuckers I was surrounded with we're fucked up individuals and I wasn't programmed like them. I was more of a misguided young guy who fell in love with something that no longer exists. I don't know. This is a sensitive subject for me. I grew up around this shit so I didn't know any better. As time went on, my criminal behavior became worse and I was making some risky decisions. I've hurt people and I'm not proud. I don't sleep well. I Wasn't shit. Today I am. I'm a great father and man to my woman and family. I work. I've left it in the past. I've grown allot through my mistakes , pain , and pain I've caused.