Sorry to hear all that your going through, it must be tough on you right now.....You just have to keep a level head for the sake of your Dad and Family....Even if you just go out of the house to take a walk or go down to the local cafe for an espresso(with a little Sambuca) and a biscotti for an hour or so just to clear your head when you get stressed out like that...In the end you know everything will work out for the best...My blessings go out to you and yours...Take care pal!