The guy packed snacks to go out on hits. He didn't have to go he was one of the most powerful feared capos on the street. He took enjoyment out of it. And not only did he enjoy it but he preferred to do the work himself. The guy was a nut case and I know a few teenagers who suffered from the wrath of his murderous ways.
"He who never was can never be, He who was has always been and will always be." Sun Tzu
You can read about it, watch movies and TV documentaries, but chances are unless you lived it you will not truly understand.
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