John got brought around from Joe Miccio. When I first met John he was a quiet kid who played soccer, took karate classes and drove a little red ford escort. He was starving for the limelight and respect. He was moving on a runaway train destine for destruction. Wasted talent
"He who never was can never be, He who was has always been and will always be." Sun Tzu
You can read about it, watch movies and TV documentaries, but chances are unless you lived it you will not truly understand.
| 
