A variety of reasons, all of them my own fault. But I don't want to talk about that...That was the biggest loss of my entire life. I'll never find a woman like her again, not as classy or as respectable or as old fashioned. Not one I'd love like I loved her....My failing was I loved her more than anything, I held loyalty to her above all else...I just failed often times to show her it. I acted like I took her for granted when really I just viewed her as a fixture in my life, a foundation that'd always be there...