Nobody here is able to answer that. It's a silly question. You can answer that question when you're IN that position. Imamobguy thinks he's a bigshot in the mob. Maybe he can answer it?
Best possible post on the subject.
It's too easy for any of you kids to be cursing these guys as "rat motherfuckers" from your parents' basements in Anytown, USA. The truth is, you really don't know until you're tested.
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