Read what I said Afsaneh. It's easier to try and disprove something than give an alternate answer. Nobody seems willing to give a better answer, but everyone wants to argue that the idea of a God is ridiculous. I said I don't know the answers... there is no proof. But if there isn't a better answer, then why not believe in a God? You don't have to, but I choose to. I said it's a personal hope, not proof. I can back up my faith no better than you can back up your lack of answers. When someone has a better answer, I will definitely listen.