That's awful! It sounds like this real life hitman called "The Iceman". I can't remember his real name, but there was a special on him (I think it was A&E, but I'm not sure). He was interviewed by a psychologist, I think. He appeared so cold-blooded and heartless, but I think it was just an act. I think he was starved for love and this was his way of not allowing it to bother him. He did marry and had 2 or 3 children, whom he loved very dearly. His family did not know what he did for a living. Near the end, when his wife and children found out who and what he was, they left him. He died in prison after only a few years. I don't remember what he died of, but it was such a sad, sad program. I wanted to cry for him.

~ Sadie