Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back.

I remember the last time I held Paul's hand, and although he could hardly speak, I know that he was aware of who I was. These lyrics to Hurt always make me think of Paul, and what a wonderful friend he was. I do miss him so, and I was thinking of him and of his son today. As difficult as this day is for us, I can't imagine what it's like for him. Those "firsts" are always so painful when you've lost someone you love.

Happy Birthday, my prince! Your Babe loves you!!


President Emeritus of the Neal Pulcawer Fan Club