Beth,
I know exactly how you feel, but you MUST NOT. Paul would feel horrible knowing your were grieving this way (although it would've massaged his massive ego to a certain extent ). Today I went to the library and took out two books by an author he introduced me to. I would give anything to be able to discuss those books with him, but it isn't meant to be. This is what the fates had in store for him. We can only be grateful that he touched our lives for the time that we had him.


President Emeritus of the Neal Pulcawer Fan Club