I suppose I felt guilty for shouting cos he died, I didn't think it would be fatal.

It's funny what goes through your mind after an accident like that.

There was blood on me and my first thought was to check my crotch to make sure I wasn't bleeding there.

The adrenaline is something else though. I never felt more alive than I did immediately after it happened.

I invoke my right under the 5th amendment of the United States constitution and decline to answer the question.