thanks for the response.. yeah I could imagine the toll that took on tore knowing he set it in motion probably without knowing how it would end up.. I sure know that would fuck with my head..

the kids dad is who he is..but I cant help but think about how he must still feel to this day knowing that his actions are what wound up getting his son killed.. talk about guilt.. like I said obviously the father is who he is and is no saint.. but fuck.. talk about baggage and guilt.. must still eat him up to this day.. and everyday for that matter. still kind of crazy to me that it really went down the way it did. what was the general opinion among all the guys after that happened? Ive always been curious about that.