guy I know took himself out recently..my hands have been shaking for the past hour
Terrible thing, losing a friend to suicide. In my time, I've lost friends to both gun violence AND suicide. Frankly, they take took the same toll on me. Because no matter how you cut it, people dying unnaturally is senseless (unless, of course, you're a violent criminal killed in the act, or via the death penalty).
And I'm sorry for your loss, Gets. If you need to talk, you know where to reach me

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