Pizza I know exactly what you're going through with your Dad. Take a breath it's going to be alright. He's a tough man. I'm sure he's under the best care and you're doing everything in your power to try to get him back on track. I'm concerned about YOU too. You need to take care of yourself. Get some rest. Stay away from too much booze, you need a clear head.
Pm or email me. I need to know you are ok.
Ciao friend.