I've always wondered what life must be like for connected guys who get put on the shelf after they fuck something up. Trusted enough to still be alive but also trying to come back and prove themselves. It takes major balls just to walk back into a room full of faces that you know either want you dead or want to keep you alive long just a bit longer, reaching to squeeze that last dollar, until that trust fully breaks. I'm sure there are several NY guys on the shelf amongst all of the families but would enjoy some additional input.