I hear ya Maladrino. What Benzos do to the brain is cause our GABA receptors to shut down and it messes up the Central Nervous System. GABA is what keeps us calm, when they are tarnished from Benzos or Alcohol they take quite some time to deregulate and for our brains to get back to homeostasis (getting back to normality). Benzos are only supposed to be taken no more than 1 month at the most, but people take them longer. Look up "Benzo Withdrawal" on the net, bud. Take care!