Ok thanks WG, Have a few questions about the concept, seems it's considerably different from the Catholic school teachings of the 80's, And sorry WG and everybody for being such a miserable

bastard lately and pushing the envelope lately in regards to

theism. My buddy got killed at work a couple years ago and died

right next to my truck. Everything's spiraled out of control ever

since, not sure if any of you were aware of that, can't recall if I ever told anyone on here about it or not. I know I'm the one that's created this hell I've been living, so nobody to blame but myself.

In the last few years, everybody else has moved on with their

Lives, yet I dwell on it daily. His wife's remarried, etc. but I

can barely function. Feel like my guts are rotting from the inside

out too from other issues, but I'm afraid to go get checked out.



To ice the cake the

Water pump went on my truck today while I was picking up my

daughter. Tearing into a GM Ls 6.0 is not what I had planned for

The weekend, but that choice is made for me now.

Anyways, sorry again for being a dickhead. It's obviously worn

thin. Next time I start "raging against the machine" somebody tell

me to shut the fuck up before it gets out of hand again.