Well of course I'd like to think that I'd be a true believer and eat a pill like my namesake.

But most of us would hit first.

But does that make it honerable? No. Does it make it courageous? No. Does it make him cowardly for not accepting punishment for your trangressions against the boss and the family? Yes.

The point being Gotti was a self serving ego maniac who is the antithesis of what LCN is about.

That's not balls, in my book.