I don't know how old you are but, as you grow older and get closer to the end of your life, I'm willing to bet you're going to start feeling just a little uneasy about your atheist position. That's all I'm going to say.
It didn't work out that way for Christopher Hitchens.
"Io sono stanco, sono imbigliato, and I wan't everyone here to know, there ain't gonna be no trouble from me..Don Corleone..Cicc' a port!"