there you go again an assumption... How do you know I am trying to talk about something I know nothing about? I am the real deal and I know exactly what I am talking about. At least I can make you laugh because you sound like your miserable. Laughter is good for the soul. Try it more often. Its good for you that you turned your life around by realizing many things. Shouldnt someone else deserve the same chance? I have no tales of woe it seems you are the one that just told some. I only state the facts. Something that you know nothing about.