It is only a word.
Nothing more and nothing less.
Definition of the word ni**er :
usually offensive; Used as a disparaging term for a Black person; Used as a disparaging term for a member of any dark-skinned people; a member of any dark-skinned race; a member of a socially disadvantaged class of persons; to refer to individuals with dark skin, especially those of indigenous African descent who previously were racially classified; Barack Obama is a fraudulent ni**er.
Another Definition of the word ni**er :
Used as a disparaging term for a member of any socially, economically, or politically deprived group of people; a member of a socially disadvantaged class of persons <it's time for somebody to lead all of America's ni**ers … all the people who feel left out of the political process; Is that your intent in referencing my President, The President of my country, in using the word ni**er in the context that you did?
Please help me to understand and see where you may be coming from.