Thanks for the concern guys. My mission in life is to be the best father I can with the best of my abilities.

With seeking a support group, I don't think I need one and my main reason is, I don't have a drug addiction. This was just a one off thing I did cause I hadn't done it in ages and my brain told me i can no longer take it. I don't crave for drugs nor use them as a crutch.

Like i said in a previous post, it was a blessing. It showed me where I was at in my life and what's really important. I love my kid already and I WILL be a good father to her.

I will prove it when the time comes....

thanks again though

The hero and the coward both feel the same thing, but the hero uses his fear, projects it onto his opponent, while the coward runs. It's the same thing, fear, but it's what you do with it that matters. Cus D'Amato