WOW. I never thought I could get emotional enough to develop tears in my eyes ( I'm a hard ass remember) But reading that, honestly had me getting very upset.

There is never anything you can say. But realize you've got support. I hope things are getting better for you and your wife. I noticed you said this is a wound time can never heal, Maybe so, But know that he's somewhere a lot better than this place and that you will see him again.

R.I.P Gabriel.

Keep ya head up Soldier!!!

The hero and the coward both feel the same thing, but the hero uses his fear, projects it onto his opponent, while the coward runs. It's the same thing, fear, but it's what you do with it that matters. Cus D'Amato