I've heard others say the same thing SC. It is kind depressing isn't it?
I started out taking this one day at a time and now feel fairly confident and don't ever expect to smoke again. Vegas was a big test that I survived. Yet, from some stories I've heard, if, God forbid some horrible tragedy/event swept my life, I just don't know, but having smoked before, I can understand where the urge "could" come back if you let it.
TIS