I too can add little or nothing to the sentiments that have already been shared, other than my deepest condolences at your loss.

But as you say...it was also your gain, you got to meet, hold and speak to your firstborn son.

Someday, you will have healthy children. I'm sure you will see to it that they know about their big brother who is watching over them from heaven.

Best always,
AppleOnYa

A wise and frugal government, which shall leave men free to regulate their own pursuits of industry and improvement, and shall not take from the mouth of labor the bread it has earned - this is the sum of good government.

- THOMAS JEFFERSON