It takes a lot to make me feel bad or sympathetic; I'm a rotten bastard, admittedly. But this just makes me feel horrible. Honestly.

I'm not sure what to say... Apologies are pointless and out of place, but I do feel for you. I'm trying my best so this post doesn't sound like a cliché... I don't know. My sympathy is present. Try and take it easy.

"Somebody told me when the bomb hits, everybody in a two mile radius will be instantly sublimated, but if you lay face down on the ground for some time, avoiding the residual ripples of heat, you might survive, permanently fucked up and twisted like you're always underwater refracted. But if you do go gas, there's nothing you can do if the air that was once you is mingled and mashed with the kicked up molecules of the enemy's former body. Big-kid-tested, motherf--ker approved."