I've never understood the desire to smoke. When I was a kid I tried it. It was harsh, the smoke bothered me, and it was hot. That cured me. I didn't care how cool it was. Both my parents smoked and my older brother and sister and just about every one of our neighbors. So, it was the norm. I had the same experience with liquor. As a kid I drank some anisette from time to time, and that cured me of wanting liquor.

So, good luck.