I never had his cell phone number, but I can tell you this, as far as instant messenger goes, I was never able to sign on after Paul passed away. I can't bare to see his name, and I'd never delete it from my contact list.

There is a song by Kenny Chesney called "Who You'd Be Today" and the first time I heard it I thought of Paul. I don't know why, it seems to be about this person who died when he was a kid growing up with him but for some reason it just reminds me of Paul. He died way too young, and I don't know how this sounds but anyone who knows me will know what I mean. I think "Who You'd Be Today" because when I met him, he was already into the later stages and was just a fraction of the man he used to be, and I think any man alive would have killed to be just that fraction that Paul was, I can't even imagine what he was like before that.