Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes and see you looking back.
I remember the last time I held Paul's hand, and although he could hardly speak, I know that he was aware of who I was. These lyrics to Hurt always make me think of Paul, and what a wonderful friend he was. I do miss him so, and I was thinking of him and of his son today. As difficult as this day is for us, I can't imagine what it's like for him. Those "firsts" are always so painful when you've lost someone you love.