that's what I deserve. I just ruined the whole season for this fuckin' game.

I'm not sure I'd go 2 for 2 - benching Blanton and playing Cain - (I'd probably let them both play) but I definitely would NEVER play only Blanton, had I not left home without even noticing, nor remembering that I had 2 pitchers facing each other. stupid! it's all over now. tomorrow I have 4 pitchers playing, what could lead to a record negative total for one single day.
I hate this game.