Originally posted by bogey:
Yeah. I didn't call him before I started drinking to tell him I was going to. We had a sortof agreement that we would. But 2 or 3 nights ago, he had 30 shots of vodka and didn't call me until he was driving home.
I don't think I've cried this much, ever. Last night I cried on my friend Sean's shoulder all night. Sean is from where Jaron is from, and he said he's going to try to talk to Jaron. I mean, I've been dumped plenty of times before.. but this is just horrible. I feel so empty. I was honestly in love with him. I still am. I dont know what to do with myself.. I've just been sleeping and crying. And trying to get over my hangover.
I'm never drinking again.
This is really sad
Maybe you two will work things out?
