Just letting everyone know that I did read all the replies and I don't think I can really reply to any of them because I don't know what to say. I did recently get a CD that is semi-religious though and I'm actually enjoying it. Don't know if y'all know who Edwin McCain is or not. I just hate religion so much and I guess I'm just trying to have some faith back so I'm not an all out atheist like I am now. And like, some of you said I'm angry. I'm not angry. As a matter of fact, I don't have any anger in me. It's not even the whole point of getting a girlfriend. I'm just sick of hanging out with all of my guy friends. Love them to death, but I just want to go out on a few dates with a girl. Dinner, movie, walk in the park, and things like that. Just her and I. Even if it would just be a good friendship. I'd love to get some good girl friends back because my current best girl friend is turning into a real stoner and I just don't really talk to her anymore.

MC--Like I have friends and I have this place to talk to people. I'd rather talk to people I know than a counselor I just met. I'd never do that.