I've spent some considerable time in hospitals, and nursing homes, and saw everything from Parkinson's to every kind of cancer. These are very indignifying and humiliating conditions. Which begs the question, is being murdered really the worst thing that could happen to someone? It's so heartbreaking to see someone rotting from the inside out, and suffering so much from dementia that they don't know their ass from a hole in the ground. Far more heartbreaking than the dead corpse of some gangster who died young living however the fuck he wanted.