They're pieces of crap for sure, I suppose I fantasize about some aspects of that life because I go work and bust my ass off everyday. They play by a whole other set of rules.
. You should be proud of that. My father and uncle were NYC cops during the time the mob were very strong and heard so many horror stories about them. My grandfather knew a bunch of wise guys but never wanted to be involved with them. I enjoy mob history but I never respect or strive to be involved in that world
